Am I living it right?

I am driving, 85-ing, kind of mornin' that lasts all afternoon... I'm just stuck inside the gloom.  Four more exits to my apartment, but I am tempted to keep the car in drive, and leave it all behind.  'Cause I wonder sometimes, about the outcome of a still verdictless life... Am I living it right?  - John Mayer

I think my conscience is too sensitive because I have this horrendous habit of worrying about EVERYTHING.  And overthinking everything.  So that I blow everything out of proportion and freak myself out beyond all belief.  I need to learn how to chill and just let things slide...

I tweeted something awhile ago, and it went like this, "In the long run I'd like to create a positive change... leave happiness and positivity in my wake."  I found that tweet again randomly today... And everyone thinks twitter is dumb... Mine works for me...  Little reminders of things that are important to remember.

I don't always know how to help people, but I figure if I keep at it a little at a time, eventually it'll amount to some big good change?  Today I definitely let three or so people pull a left turn in traffic in front of me... Sometimes its just impossible and you need a little help...  I hate left turns, so I figured, why not make it a little easier for someone else out there?

I think I need to get out on an adventure.  I was driving home from Maine on Monday, just me in the car, and I was looking at all the New Hampshire exits on the highway, and it just hit me how easy it would be to just turn off and wander away...  Just take the next exit and find out where I'd end up...  I had gas in my car, and money in my purse, and a sleeping bag and clothes and a toothbrush too... what kind of adventures could I have found?

Am I living it right? - John Mayer