Thursday, June 30, 2011

Suuuuuuuuuuuup blogverse...

Sorry I kind of disappeared... I did warn you though... so working thursday, friday, saturday, monday, AND SIXTEEN FRIGGIN HOURS ON TUESDAY sucked all the balls.  But its ok. Because I made up for it with porch swings and MATT AND KIM. THE LOVES OF MY LIFE. Those two just always manage to put a smile on my face.  Also I'm sorry, but I don't have a picture for saturday... I legitimately just went home and collapsed into my bed...

I just want to say that June was a beautiful month. Too many good concerts, too many good people in my life.  I dont know how to deal with it sometimes. <3

oh god i have to get up on my poor tired feet to get a photo. you all better appreciate this.
So tired and angry at housing and done dealing with everything because me and Francisco packed a 4 person job today. Also very hungry and home alone. Kraft Mac n Cheese time before getting up at 6am the next day. (June 23rd)


Jay has a bony butt. (June 24th)

Sunset on the ride home from Six Flags. I lost my phone on a rollercoaster... (June 26th)

Champion of anklets. Idk how to rotate it. Its 2:30am leave me alone. (June 27th)

WHY DID YOU PARK BEHIND ME YOU TOOL. (June 28th)

I HATE EVERYTHING MY CLOCK SAYS 11:49 AND I JUST GOT HOME FROM WORK. I LEFT AT 6AM. I WORKED FOR 16 HOURS. (June 28th.)

Josh is craaaaaazy. (June 29th)

Manda has a lovely moustache. (June 29th)

Autobot <3 So long as he is DJ-ing, I will never stop dancing. He remixed Daft Punk, Passion Pit, Benny Benassi, AND THE LION KING. HE CAN'T GET ANY BETTER THAN THAT <3 (June 30th)
Matt and Kim and Autobot sharing the stage. I love everything about this day. (June 30th)
It's a Fact, Printed Stained. (June 30th)
Yes, yes. No no no! Yes, yes. No no no! Yes, yes. No no no! (June 30th)
Northeast: As I said, the skyline's brighter tonight. But this time, I turned on five more lights. (June 30th)
So Kim likes to booty dance on top of the crowd... (June 30)

 So yea. Matt and Kim redeemed my 16 hour workday... I love them forever. Time to go retire to my lobster jammies and delicious blanket.  If you don't hear from me for awhile, I'll be in Maine with my cousins <3

La la la, leave it all behind.  La la la, see the fight.  La la la make the best of it. La la la and goodnight.  - Matt and Kim

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

LAAAAAAAAAAAAGPOST.

so this is rather delayed.... but...

Going to bed early because I was aggravated with everything because I had work EARLY the next day... (June 18)

Tetris'd. This is my summer job more or less... (June 19)

Chris putting out his lovely bonfire... It kind of blew up a little... (June 21)

One of my favoritest places ever with two of my favoritest people <3 (June 22)
I love hanging out with manda and josh <3 They make my life.  Also if I disappear forever again, its because i'm working THURSDAY FRIDAY SATURDAY WOO. Getting up at 6 tomorrow to be out the door for 6:30. I really hate 6am...

A sore sight, for sore eyes. We're wild and free, you got no place to be. Oh, comes down to hope, came down on me.  - Matt and Kim

Saturday, June 18, 2011

You Can Turn Your Back on the Bitter World

Today I saw the most lovely play, which was actually a musical review, but it was hysterical.  My cousin Em was one of four people in the cast of Edges, and it was wonderful.  It had lovely sad songs, hilarious songs, and just generally poked fun at today's society and brought up important issues in anyone's life.  I love seeing my cousin in plays, and I'm so happy she's finally getting the big roles she deserves.  The musical happened in a lovely tiny room, slightly larger than the average basement, and it was just a really cool intimate play.

I also got to spend a lot of time with my family today, which I love doing.  Em, Bill, Livitz, Chris, and I spent the day shopping and eating sushi to our hearts content.  It was pretty shweet xD

In other news, today at 11:45pm I photographed my munchkin, because she's adorable and I love her.  She currently has laryngitis and sounds a bit like a 40year old lady, so its a bit hysterical xD  Sooo the photo that's technically for today happened on accident... I was trying to find the focus changing button, and for some reason my camera took a picture...  Annnnd then I snapped a few more because Livvi's just too friggin adorable... Ah munna post them all because she makes for an interesting face study, because she felt really awkward in front of the camera and kept cracking up <3

  
The photo that's technically for today...
The photo I actually PLANNED for today.

I liked this angle because her hair looks so cute in a bun <3

Livvi cracking up because she felt awkward xD

 In other news, I get to hang out with my cousins tomorrow, and I'm really excited <3 I love family parties.

Me and my cousins and you and your cousins, its a line that's always running, me and my cousins and you and your cousins, I can feel it coming. You can turn your back on the bitter world. You can turn your back on the bitter world.  You can turn your back on the bitter world, you can turn your back on the bitter world. - Vampire Weekend

Friday, June 17, 2011

Sparkle Stick = Love

So today I was a wizard. Which was pretty awesome.  I had a sparkly beard and hairsprayed my hair whiteish, so it was definitely 10 times its normal size... In other news, the pastier my hair is, the tanner my face looks... I had my sparkle stick and a cape and lobster jammies, because as if I'm going to actually put on normal pants on a rainy day.

My sparkle stick <3 You can't tell in this photo, but its filled with moons and stars and glitter.

I love hanging out at Charlie's house, she really does throw the best parties <3 Her livingroom was transformed into Mordor for the night, complete with the eye of Sauron up in the corner of the room, looking in on us watching the Return of the King.  Too much fun <3  My friends are wonderful in that they will put on beards and dress up to correspond to their class of being from the Lord of the Rings.  It was overall a fantastic night with ring themed foods.

And I could write a song, a hundred miles long, well that's where I belong, and you belong with me.  And I could write it down, or spread it all around,  get lost and then get found, or swallowed in the sea. - Coldplay

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Am I living it right?

I am driving, 85-ing, kind of mornin' that lasts all afternoon... I'm just stuck inside the gloom.  Four more exits to my apartment, but I am tempted to keep the car in drive, and leave it all behind.  'Cause I wonder sometimes, about the outcome of a still verdictless life... Am I living it right?  - John Mayer

I think my conscience is too sensitive because I have this horrendous habit of worrying about EVERYTHING.  And overthinking everything.  So that I blow everything out of proportion and freak myself out beyond all belief.  I need to learn how to chill and just let things slide...

I tweeted something awhile ago, and it went like this, "In the long run I'd like to create a positive change... leave happiness and positivity in my wake."  I found that tweet again randomly today... And everyone thinks twitter is dumb... Mine works for me...  Little reminders of things that are important to remember.

I don't always know how to help people, but I figure if I keep at it a little at a time, eventually it'll amount to some big good change?  Today I definitely let three or so people pull a left turn in traffic in front of me... Sometimes its just impossible and you need a little help...  I hate left turns, so I figured, why not make it a little easier for someone else out there?

I think I need to get out on an adventure.  I was driving home from Maine on Monday, just me in the car, and I was looking at all the New Hampshire exits on the highway, and it just hit me how easy it would be to just turn off and wander away...  Just take the next exit and find out where I'd end up...  I had gas in my car, and money in my purse, and a sleeping bag and clothes and a toothbrush too... what kind of adventures could I have found?

Am I living it right? - John Mayer

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I really hate the struggle bus.

I've been stuck on it all day.

Here's my blurry struggle picture for today.
And the non-blurry second try (that's not supposed to exist) from the wrong angle.

Its a little world. Just like you wanted, James.

And glow, glow, melt and flow.  Eviscerate your fragile frame, spill it on the ragged floor.  A thousand different versions of yourself.  And if the old guard still offend, they got nothing left on which you depend, so enlist every ounce, of your bright blood, and off with their heads.  Jump from a book, you're not obliged to swallow anything you despise.  See those unrepenting buzzards want your life.  And they got no right.  As sure as you have eyes, they got no right. - The Shins

June 14, 2011

L4D and Lobster Jammies all day.

Cell Phones and Cancer Risk?

Sometimes I wonder if the things people worry about are legitimate causes for concern, or if they are caused by those people in this world who overreact about everything, and take anything as a sure cause of their imminent doom.  I also wonder if maybe those people out there are right in thinking that we are going to cause our own destruction...  Flipping through channels a few nights ago I saw a news report on potentially increased cancer risk due to cell phone usage.  I forget what news station I saw it on, so I can't exactly dive into the credibility of said news station, but I can say that, being a teenager who constantly texts people and carries a cell phone so much I have outlines in the denim of my pocket where I keep my cell phone, hearing that cell phones may increase cancer risk is rather concerning.  And then, the more I thought about it, I realized that my dad, being the owner of a business and in charge of everything concerning his business, uses his cell phone a lot too, which was more concerning than my cell phone use, seeing as the news stated that people who use their cell phones to call people are more at risk.  So today I started my research...

Here's what the National Cancer Institute has to say about cell phones.
Here's an article I found on PubMed that outlines some cell phone useage studies and how incomplete they are due to their starting times in relation to increased cell phone use and how they didn't test for long enough periods of time.

From what I can gather, cell phones don't seem to pose too much of a risk... They do emit non-ionizing electromagnetic radiation, which may be a cause for concern, but it poses less of a risk than ionizing electromagnetic radiation such as an x-ray machine transmits.  And the ....

jk... just found another article... apparently the National Cancer Institute has yet to update their page, looking at it, its dated 5/19/2010, that's more than a year behind... This article says that cell phones are "possibly carcinogenic to humans." 

The thing all of these articles seems to agree on is that the cell phone poses the most risk to humans during a call, at which time it is transmitting and receiving wireless information from a cell phone tower.  According to the PubMed article, the closer the antenna is to your head, the more exposure you receive from the phone.  So today's phones, with the built in antennas, create more of a risk.  I'm still not sure what to think because the World Health Organization's website is lagging, and their last article on cell phones and cancer risk is dated May 2010...

Either way, according to my genetics class cells have an increased risk of cancer because they divide improperly due to mutations in the genome that accumulate over time...  Cancer is caused by a series of accumulated mutations, starting with the one that causes increased cell proliferation, followed by a gene checkpoint mutation, and then the subsequent mutations allow tumors to grow, and if not caught in time, travel throughout the body.  I'll try to keep my cell phone at a distance from here on out, but honestly, who's to say its worse for me than any sort of carcinogen that's in the air right now?

Here we have it, I found an article from the World Health Organization on cell phone useage... http://www.iarc.fr/en/media-centre/pr/2011/pdfs/pr208_E.pdf  it says that the best way to reduce risk is to text or to use a hands free device, and that calls put you at the highest risk.  Also that an article will be released in July in The Lancet Oncology, outlining the research conducted.

More on that later then...

Monday, June 13, 2011

-ride in a hot air balloon
-go to electric forest
- in a hippie van
- sleep in a hammock
- live on a porch swing

So much catching up to do...

Well guys, I have to say, I had an absolutely wonderful weekend with some people I missed a lotttttt.  And I love them to death.  College is a wonderful thing, but you kind of end up torn between two worlds, home which you love so dearly, and college which you love just as much. Its a very tricky conundrum...

Anywho, I do have photos from each day, and each day was wonderful, involving such things as screwdriver frosting, swimming in frigid waves, booty jokes, card games, and glowsticks.

I pretty much lived off of Kraft mac n cheese, JUST BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT.

 Ok, I'm going to take tonight's photo, then start getting photos off my camera to put into my blog for today...


Jazmyne was a bit surprised at how dorky I looked in them xD (This is the photo for June 10th btw.)



Testing out the new underwater camera goggles...



They were interesting to say the least xD And a christmas present... I keep getting summer things in the middle of winter and I LACK PATIENCE.

Bein' silly xP (June 11)



In other news, playing with my camera is actually starting to be fun...

Glowstick fun (June 12)



Like... I almost feel like I'm getting the hang of this whole, one shot and one shot only thing...

Blogging (June 13)


And by forcing myself to play with my camera each day, I'm actually getting some use out of a very nice camera...

Also, just for funsies...








These are some of my favoritest people ever... <3

My favoritest place ever. Spelt out in glowsticks <3
I figured out I can do some pretty cool things with my camera xD


And you know, oh my god just please don't ever let me go. You know sometimes we're high and sometimes we're low. Put up with me and I'll make you see that things are better when you're with me.  - Passion Pit

<3

Thursday, June 9, 2011

I will live on a porch swing.

-get a hug from KK

EDIT: You  know you've had a wonderful evening when you're sitting in a chair eating french fries for dinner at midnight, and the chair you're sitting on FEELS like its moving because you spent the last however many hours on a porch swing listening to the rain and the ridiculousness of the chill guys (and Manda <3) around you. I'm pretty sure I'm just going to live on that swing.



In other news, a hammock on a boat wouldn't move, right? Because the rocking of the boat would keep the hammock level in relation to gravity, not in relation to the boat, right?  These are the things I ponder when my brain goes missing...

Also, today's photo:
I swear its stormy out... my camera just so happened to adjust the light AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE DAYTIME. >:|


Taken while chilling on my porch watching the thunderstorm while waiting to get the car so I could go live on Josh's porch swing...

All I can say, is that my life is pretty plain, I like watchin' the puddles gather rain.  And all I can do is just pour some tea for two. And speak my point of view, but its not sane. Its not sane... - Blind Melon

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

'nother goal

-sleep in a hammock on a boat

((with a classy fire and jazz music in the background while its raining <3 xP))

I'm having so many issues...

Today my brain doesn't exist... In other news6, manda's here so an3y random numbers e6985t289c that don't belong there, my a66pologies.

5I slept over Josh's last night and he made waffles and it was wonderful and my brain has been so cracked out for no apparent reason... I dont think I've been getting enough sleep. Also I didn't forget a photo yesterday, I just havent had a chance to post it yet...

So here's yesterday's photo:

Nerds in their Natural Habitat

aka watching video game trailers. Sidenote: Brent prefers the term geek, while we're at it <3
I'm having issues making this photos actually artistically relevant..



Here's today's photo:
Josh making waffles <3 Pretty much the best thing ever.


I kind of just forgive this morning because my brain doesnt actually exist...

Beacon don't fly too high... Beacon don't fly too high... - James Blake

Monday, June 6, 2011

FFFFFFFFFFFFF So this'll be tricky.

Manda changed the rules of my challenge. From here on out, I can only take one photo, and I have to go with it.  No taking a bunch and picking my favorite like I usually do... Soooooooooo this is gonna be tricky...

Today's photo was taken at 11:59pm when Manda issued the challenge after I had taken 81 photos >___> Apparently if I set the timer, my camera decides to take 5 or so photos at a time...


Buuuut here it is... one photo attempt at self portrait photography... I have others, but they aren't as idk as this one...  I kinda wanna try more self portraiture because maybe then I'll start to figure out I like my face?

We'll see...

Any comments on photography/artistic things would be wonderful please and thanks <3

Also if anyone would like to save me from self portraiture and offer their face for a one shot photo opportunity, lemme know <3

EDIT: I FORGOT A SONG. SHIT.

I cry out love, keep your arms around me. I am a bird that's in need of grounding. I'm built to fly away, I never learned how to stay. - Death Cab for Cutie

EDIT EDIT: Do I really look this sad when I'm tired? -sifting through the other 81 photos...-

Death Cab for Cutie

Sorry about yesterday guys, I promise I didn't forget to take a picture... THIS IS IT.

Yea. That's Nick Harmer. Yea, I was that close to the stage.  I SHOULD'VE JUMPED UP AND HUGGED HIM. The bouncers probably would've killed me though...



It was an incredible concert and I want to see Death Cab for Cutie a bajillion times over.  Best venue ever.  So tiny I could've cried. Go see a concert at The Paradise in Boston sometime and you'll understand what I mean. They were absolutely flawless, and wonderful, and lovely, and I love them forever.

Also their opener The Lonely Forest was pretty incredible too. Gonna go listen to some of their music as soon as I get home to my laptop <3

And I want purity, I must have it here right now, but don't you get me started now, oh don't you get me started now, don't you get me... don't you get me... - Death Cab For Cutie