Tangled Threads

My head is going a million miles a minute and reaching no solid conclusions about anything.  There are too many things I want to do and not enough time in the day to do them.  Also surprise, my course load is obscenely difficult, but we'll see how it goes.  I currently can't decide if its worth my while to try and take the hard, 2 semester sequence of organic chemistry, or the overly easy 1 semester organic chemistry.  The part that freaked me out was sitting in the 1 semester organic chemistry class I'm currently enrolled in, the professor said that if anyone is majoring in Molecular and Cell Biology or Physiology and Neurobiology that they need to be in the harder chemistry sequence.  My course load is already a bit overwhelming, so why on earth would I switch to the harder one?  Is it going to afford me more opportunities later on in life?  I don't know yet... I feel like either way I'm going to be kicking myself no matter which way I go on this one... I'll probably end up switching on the off chance that not switching limits my opportunities...

Regardless, I feel like I need a calming force in my life.  I can literally just sit somewhere while my head goes round and round in circles not ever reaching any sound conclusion and just fidget.  And I can't drop things until I figure out wtf I'm doing with them, so it honestly never ends until I get myself so worked up over nothing it seems like the world's ending.

Time for Intro to Undergrad Research...
 
'Cause I'm a man who hides from all that binds in a mess of fading lines.  And there's a tangled thread inside my head with nothing on either end. - Death Cab for Cutie